ANGEL LOVE

When the Angels wrap you in arms of love, it can be a bit overpowering. You are jaded by the world; you have only felt love as conditional.

“If I hold you close, I want something from you,” are the unspoken words of conditional love that have been whispered into your heart throughout your lifetime. This is also the love that we as parents pass to our children, “I love you, I just want you to be happy.” We just put a condition on our love!

When one has been raised and has only known conditional love, the love from the Angels is difficult to understand and accept. The patriarchal religion with which I was raised never showed me gentle, unconditional love.

Human thought is finite and conditional. The way I had been shown always demanded my obedience. Always conditions. Being told what to do without question, never set well with me. I was weary with feeling caged.

Divine thought is infinite and unconditional. This is why the Angels are here. They wish to gently show us the way, and allow our spirits to fly free to the heart of our Divine Source.

“What do you want?” I cry out as I feel Archangel Anael’s wings encircle me. “I just want to enfold you in Love,” she says gently. “But then what do you want?” I ask.

“Oh, my dear heart,” her voice comes soft and sweet. “I want nothing from you. I will assist you as you connect with your Divine source.”

I take a deep breath and as I breathe out tension begins to leave my body. Could it be that she only wants to show me Love?

Archangel Anael’s voice whispers in my ear, “You have had a lot of pain in your life. It is time for you to receive what you have given out in your life. Love and healing…without strings attached. We Angels are here to do this for you!”

~Archangel Anael~ through Morgana Starr 2010

Peeling the Layers to Heal

Constantly you peel the layers of sludge from your skin. Sometimes you must go so deep to pull a layer of skin with it. The sludge has been there so long that it has become embedded in your skin, so you have no choice but to take the skin in order to remove the dirt.

This sludge comes from past patterns of thinking. When you let go of past relationships, you also had to deal with removing the past patterns. Not to do so would cause you to repeat the pattern. You have grown weary of repeating the past. Everyone you have met has drawn you in and taken advantage of you, even though consciously you did not want this.

However, these patterns were still there and with every similar choice you made, you put on another layer. You accepted the feeling that you must have a romantic physical relationship. For the world believes that is what defines you or completes you. In your heart you know that is not true, but to really feel it….well that is a different matter.

So now is the time of peeling the layers away to get to the new fresh skin. Doing it slowly would be less painful, like using a loofa. But you have no time. The sense of urgency runs deep. So with every tool known to you, you begin to cleanse, scrub and peel the layers. Sometimes it hurts so much that you cry out in pain! But you pause only to catch your breath.

You create a distance between you and those people that do not understand. For you are raw and vulnerable. Your true friends hold you gently when you cry and send healing energies into your sensitive skin. There are times that your physical friends cannot be present. That is when you feel the comforting wings of Archangel Anael surround and support you. The old skin, finally peeled away, is put in a bonfire where your friends drum and dance with you in a celebration of joy and release.

New skin begins to grow in the place of the old skin. It is different now. This skin is translucent, thin but with the hardness of the most exceptional diamond. You watch entranced as your new skin encompasses your entire body. The energy of Archangel Anael surges through you giving you an inner light. You know that no one can hurt you now and only positive people will be drawn to you.

This new skin feels different. Your attitude about life is different. Your life is different.
To be alone and complete…this is an interesting experience.


I wrote this a few years ago, as I was going through my last major shift of energies. What I did prepared me to be in a healthy relationship. I now understand the feeling of true unconditional love. This has overflowed into all my relationships. I have amazing friends!!!

Without the pain of release, clearing and healing, it would not be possible. Without the support of true friends it would not be possible. Most of all, without the guidance and support of Archangel Anael my new life would never have evolved.

This is my mission…the mission of Archangel Anael…to give tools to those who are ready to bring in angelic peace, hope and unconditional love into their lives. We are beginning to put together correspondence courses to assist with this, as well as taking the message in the form of the Angel Infusion Workshop across the globe.

The following is an excerpt from Dragons Legacy that covers this subject: (Maalock is the ‘Dragon of War’…shape shifter that battles evil dragons to protect humans. Karant is the prince of the Elves and Chimeron is a king needing Maalock’s help for his subjects.)

Maalock turned and picked up a couple of bundles that were lying on top of his sheathed sword. He held them out to Chimeron and Karant respectively. Taking the bundles, they unfolded them, seeing they were garments made of black-onyx hide.

Chimeron asked curiously, “What are these made of?”

Karant looked sharply at Maalock noticing his hide being of a lighter hue than normal.

“Yes, you surmise correctly Karant,” Maalock stated firmly. “I thought you both needed some dragon hide to cover your fragile skin. I will grow more. Already due to my return through the astral plane and spending most of the night there, my skin is almost recovered.”

Karant, the first to understand the significance of the gift, gasped out, “Maalock, what an honor. I thank you from the depths of my heart. Here, in return, I gift you my knife that my father gave to me. It is crafted of elfin steel and it will never wear out.”

Maalock accepted the gift graciously, looking a bit uncomfortable as Karant added, “Chimeron, I need to tell you what it means for a dragon to shed his skin on a full moon. Maalock will not tell you, as he is a humble being.”

“No, Karant,” Maalock tried to interrupt.

“No, Maalock, he needs to know if he is to learn of dragons,” Karant continued firmly. “As you may have figured out, on a full moon dragons are practically indestructible. The only thing that can pierce their thick armor-like hide is their own claw.
Shedding of skin is a symbolic way of changing and growing and it happens naturally for dragons every seven years. This comes at a time when the dragon is ready to grow physically as well as mentally. When a dragon purposely sheds his skin as Maalock did, he is accepting the fact that a new way of life is upon him. He is opening his heart to the Creator to have it cleansed and strengthened for the new journey of life ahead. It is said that forcing the shedding of skin during a full moon is excruciatingly painful.
It is a great sacrifice for the dragon. For at least twelve hours after the shedding of skin, the dragon is very vulnerable while he grows new skin. Fortunately, Maalock’s time in the healing astral plane, even in human form, has sped that process up for him.
Because of the great sacrifice, the skin he shed retains the same indestructibility of a dragon on a full moon. Since it is done in love for the good of all, the skin is also blessed with prosperity for the one it is gifted to,” Karant finished with his eyes on Chimeron’s awe filled face.
Dragons Legacy: Book One in the Path of the Dragons Series by Morgana Starr
Copyright 2007

SCHEMING LITTLE CHILD

Big piles of leaves stacked neatly in the yard
Sorted according to size and shape
Looking satisfied with the past 3 hours of work
the wrinkled old man smiles gingerly
wobble slowly inside to gather trash bags
for the stuffing of the leaves, the final step.

Children across the street
almost bursting with anticipation
scheming for this brief moment
run screaming across the street
and like little raindrops on the pond
explode the towering stacks of leaves
then with unprecedented glee
precede to scatter the leaves
spring time fountains of water

The old man slowly returns to find
the festivities happening in his yard
suddenly full of frozen lawn ornaments
but then a smile creeps on the weathered face
no longer is he an elderly 85
but an energetic eight
as he rolls in the leaves
and laughs and plays with the carefree children

Finally he no longer cares
cares what his neighbors may think
caring only about himself, at this moment
and having the most fun he has had
since he was a scheming little child.

Copyright Ben Neumann 2002
My son...reminding us to see the child within us all!

The Messenger

THE MESSENGER


Some days I sit and wonder why
God made me, then I just will cry
I feel I have no place to go
My path in life I do not know.

And then my friend says to me
Without my words she could not see
The angels whispering on the winds
And Divine life that never ends

Much I see I don’t understand
I’ve been given sight and healing hands
I see right through earth’s silken veil
And see the angels that will never fail

To lift you up in times of need
And help you in all ways succeed.
I use the gifts given to me
Some I help, though others flee

So as I travel on my road
I share the messages I’m told
The angels sing the songs to me
I, the messenger will simply be


Copyright 2002 Morgana Starr
Through Archangel Anael

DIVINE RIVER OF LOVE

As I sat in the passenger seat of Tim’s modern day steed (Toyota Celica), the stereo’s subwoofer (Tim calls his car a jute box on wheels) took the notes of the music and transformed them into liquid magic. They permeated my soul flowing through my core like a river rushing free from a constricting dam.

Worries, concerns and any negativity were washed from my spirit. I felt like a puppy…head out of the window…sniffing the breeze…exotic scents exciting my senses. I had no expectations. I revealed in our comfortable silence watching as the car glided down the road with no effort on my part. I was there to enjoy the journey, to experience the now of the moment as I rode the waves of the music.

The lyrics of love songs were portraying love as elusive as the wind. To be felt, but never held for long and never captured. That love is the kind that says, “I love you, you make me feel better about myself.” Or, “I love you, you make me happy.” This kind of love is not true love. Holding onto this love is like holding onto the tail of a tornado. However, true love CAN be captured and held in one’s heart.

I had experienced this before I met Tim. It was the connection with the Divine love that I had felt. Archangel Anael showed me how I carried a spark of the Divine within. As I took time to focus on that spark, it grew, creating a feeling of never being alone. I learned to respect and honor myself because of that inner Divine Spark.

Then and only then was I ready to meet someone in that same space. Someone who compliments who I am, not someone who tries to complete who I am. For when you are meshed with Divine essence, you are totally complete. It makes no difference whether you have a romantic love with a physical person or not. You are full of Divine Love and Joy that creates a life overflowing with happiness. The more Divine love you have surging through you, the more you have to give out.

Look at it this way: A hidden spring of fresh mountain water floods into a small pond eventually filling it. If the spring continues to pour its life giving water into the pond, it will eventually overflow. The fresh spring water will gush out of the pond in many directions creating rivers and streams brimming with its sparking essence.

One of the lyrics of the love songs stood out: “If you could only see what I can see in you”. When I look at each person, I see within them that Divine spark of Love. I do what I can to show them how they are a small pond being filled by that fresh mountain spring of Divinity. I rejoice as I watch them tap into that Divine power and allow Divine Love to gush forth from their hearts and spirits! Consider how wonderful the world will become as we all connect, fill and share that Divine energy. The torrent of the cascading ‘water of life’ will clear out the sludge that has blocked many lives.

May your life be richly blessed as Divine Love washes over your soul!

Lessons from the Pavement

Life can appear so fragile. Darkness seems to overshadow light. But the true power lies within perseverance. Never giving up.

This lesson was brought to my attention as I stepped into the ‘Angel Mobile’ from a parking lot. The parking lot pavement seemed rather new. Tar and gravel type mixture formed into something strong that cars can drive upon.

However, as I gazed down, I saw a place had been disturbed and pushed upwards. Having seen the outcome of this disruption in other places, I knew under the pavement a plant was pushing its way to the light as it fought for life.

One can easily tear a plant in two with one’s hands, yet it would take a jackhammer to make a hole in the pavement. So how can a fragile plant push this substance out of the way?

This was Archangel Anael’s answer:

“It is a long time….weeks (how many years is a plant week?) this plant will struggle its way through darkness and heaviness. It must be persistent and never allow frustration at being in the dark overcome it. One day its green head will burst through the constraints that man has placed upon it, and will rejoice in the Light! That is the miracle given to life forms.

As you struggle in your own places of heaviness and darkness created by man, remember the plant. You too were gifted with life and your own personal miracle is inside of you waiting to be released. Your desire is to be connected to the Divine and to be surrounded by Light. If you will patiently and persistently strive for the Light, one day you will break forth having overcome odds thought to be insurmountable!

My special honor was bringing Light to the world, so just ask for my help. I will awaken miracles within your life to show you your next step. I will Light your path even in your darkest hour to connect you with the Divine. One day you will be surrounded by Divine Light!”

~Archangel Anael~

SHADOW WORK

What can we learn through sickness and trials in our lives? The biggest lesson that I learned is that I don’t need them in my life any longer.

I spent the day in bed on Saturday, reading and napping as my body worked at fighting off a sinus cold. My shadow self took this opportunity to come forth to be healed. My Shadow Self told me things like, “How wonderful to be sick. You have an excuse to do nothing all day. You have time to read. Your partner is attentive and making sure you have what you need. You get to relax, get attention and feel pampered when you are sick. This is good.”

Hmmm…When I became fully cognizant of this happening, I allowed myself to go back in time and see the truth in those words. As I child when Fibromyalgia hit me hard, I got extra attention from my busy parents. They were amazing parents who tried always to put us children ahead of their work. That was challenging as they were very involved in Christian ministry, but they did a great job of balancing it. However, children can be rather selfish, so I did enjoy it when they were focused more on me.

This continued through some of my ‘interesting’ relationships. It isn’t easy to look at your Shadow Self and see such selfish and demanding behavior. Also, it was clear that I had drawn dramas and trials into my life as a way to get attention. Ouch! No one said Shadow Work was easy!

Now it was time for me to step aside as I listened to the words of Archangel Anael.

“You no longer need to foster this negativity. Around you is only love. You have friends that love and support you. You have a partner that is attentive all the time and takes care of you. The lesson from your Shadow Side is that you must bring balance into your life. Take a little time each day…and a little more time each week, just for pampering yourself. Let go of stress, for most importantly you have outgrown the need to get attention by sickness or drama. You are surrounded, loved and supported by the Angels and the Divine.”

So today I am having a ‘robe day’: Not leaving the house or getting out of my robe all day. The last dredges of this sinus/cold are leaving as I pamper myself with Natures Spirit’s essential oils, sit in a warm living room on a comfy couch with my feet propped up. My partner will return from work soon and we will enjoy a movie together.

My Shadow Self taught me an important lesson and I am grateful to Archangel Anael for shining the Light onto that particular shadow so it could be healed!