BLAME OTHERS=UNHAPPINESS

The following was written by one of my favorite authors:

“All blame is a waste of time. No matter how much fault you find with another, and regardless of how much you blame him, it will not change you. The only thing blame does is to keep the focus off you when you are looking for external reasons to explain your unhappiness or frustration. You may succeed in making another feel guilty about something by blaming him, but you won't succeed in changing whatever it is about you that is making you unhappy.”

~Wayne W. Dyer~

Dig deep, find your inner joy. Find that spark that ignites your fire and dance your joy into the life you wish to live!

SHIFT YOUR ENERGIES WITH THE ANGELS

Say this before leaving the house, an interview or just to boost your energy. Doing this has helped a lot of people, so I wanted to share with you.

ANAEL’S AFFIRMATION

All the beauty I have inside

Comes to the surface and cannot hide

Everyone sees the love shinning through

In everything I say and do

From this day forth through eternity

Prosperity, health and love will come to me

Copyright Morgana Starr 2010

MERLYNS MAGICK...Part Two

The following is the healing aspect of my Past Life Memory I shared in the previous post. When you remember a past life, it is important to find the healing in each. I can relate to others past pains....having gone through many myself and came out on the other side...the side of Joy. This is one reason I enjoy my work so much, especially when I do Past Life Regression....seeing others emerge into joy!

This incarnation I am a woman, though one with a strong spirit. I have come to discover this through many challenges in life. I wanted a kitten. I needed some joy in my life. I thought a black kitten would be nice. My daughter and I looked at one, but he hissed at us. The people said they had never seen him do that before. That one was not for me, I guess.

Then we went for a second look at a little bundle of fluffy fur, that I had previously blown off, since he was not black. I could hold him in the palm of my hand. As I lifted him to my face, he kissed me on the lips. Light kitten, baby kisses.

He was to belong to us, he already knew. I was the slow one. I dedicated him to bring love, peace, and prosperity to us. He even drank the holy water:-) Funny little face.

He played with the dog, laid on his back and made us laugh. He would play tag with us, all over the house. Using his claws only on my dad.

During a tough time in my life, new town, new job and having the emotional struggle of taking the kids dad to court for college money for my son, he started having problems. He couldn't pee and when he did it was bloody. He shook and cried piteously. I rushed him to the emergency vet many times, totally $700 in bills.

The last time with his quivering body tucked under my arms, he locked eyes with me. I was trying to decide...do I put him down and out of his pain...or try again to save him? His eyes unlocked the memories hidden in my soul.

Cataron had come back and was trying to save me again from the emotional pain I was having. He was trying to take the arrows of emotional pain that had been searing my spirit.

The previous night my dreams were filled with arrows piercing someone’s body. My subconscious was getting me ready to remember. I took my little Merlyn cat to the vet.

They helped and I talked to him of the past. I told him of my thankfulness of what he had done, and my gratefulness of having him back in my life. I told him that I would handle things and he didn't have to take my pain any more. He was to enjoy life and continue to bring me joy, by being happy and healthy.

It worked and finally he is healthy again. Though he does have a way of bringing attention to himself when he wants something...liter box changed, food, more food, being pet and rubbed behind the ears.

There has been another time when this has reoccurred. Again, it was a stressful time in my life. The vet told me that he might have to stay on the medicine that calms his nerves. He is on a low dose now, along with special food.

I have continued our talks about not taking my pain, but it has also served as a way for me to see how important it is for me to take care of myself. If I am stressed he gets sick, so for that reason if for no other, I will continue to work at reducing stress in my life.

Merlyn will have a peaceful, healthy life for many years. This has taught me that life goes in circles...we always return to those that we love.

Copyright Morgana Starr 2002

MERLYNS MAGICK...Part One

Hooves of Thunder flashing over the plains

Where does it come from, what is to gain?

Eyes of fire and legs of steel,

Mind focused on what is real

As I wrote this, I stopped and remembered. My remembering took me to a life lived many centuries ago. I write it as I remembered and the lesson I was to learn in remembering.

“The day dawned bright and clear. I arose early, stretching the entire length of my body as I stood up outside the tepee. As I looked about the peaceful village a sense of calm pervaded my body. Our chief was wise and powerful and I had placed my confidence in his leadership, as did all the others.

I was a strong young man just coming into my physical prime. Today was to be a special day, the day I was to be announced as a warrior of the tribe.

Many gifts were placed at my feet including spears, shields, sage, tobacco, and knives. The chief was waiting for the last. His gift would be the most important, the most sacred.

The chief approached me and said...”my gift is one that I have considered long and hard. You are to be a great warrior, and someday you may become chief in my place. Come,” he said and motioned for me to follow.

He led me toward the herd of horses. He whistled shrilly, and a fine strong mare lifted her head, neighed, and then trotted to him. I knew this was his prize mare, so I stood there wondering.

Then I heard a little squeaking kind of desperate sound. A yearly colt appeared behind his mother, the mare. The little fellow had just realized his mother had left his side.

He ran up to us, butted his head against his mother, and she turned to kick him away. The look on his face was one of hurt.

“Poor little fellow,” I thought as my heart went out to him. He walked to me and nuzzled my hand, looking at me with trusting eyes. I gently scratched his head and behind his ears, smiling as I observed his look of satisfaction and pleasure.

My chief spoke, breaking me out of the trance I seemed to be in. “That settles it,” he said. “I needed to make sure. He is yours. Train him well, he is strong with a warrior spirit like your own.”

That began our journey together. He became my constant companion. I even quit sleeping in the tepee, choosing instead to sleep outside under the stars with him.

Cataron was the name I choose for him. In a few months we began the transition of training in earnest. He was already used to me lying my body over his back. Cataron seemed to think that was a fine game. At times he would head butt me to get me to do it.

The first day that I sat astride Cataron, we were swimming, one of our favorite pastimes. As he was swimming I slid onto his back and lay close to his neck. He walked out of the water and seemed to notice me, but thought it was another game. I firmly, but gently started guiding him with my knees. From then on his training went quickly.

Yes, in many ways I was his master, but most of all we were friends. We even played a game of tag in the open meadows. We would run and chase each other until exhausted.

We fought many battles together and had a teamwork that amazed the other warriors. One day we were to battle our enemies the Apaches. It became a much fiercer battle than was expected.

Very soon we were in the thick of it. Apaches were coming at us from every side. Arrows were falling all around us. As Cataron reared to stomp out an enemy, I slipped from his back, and fought alongside of him.

I was knocked to my knees and fought hand to hand with a fierce Apache. Then suddenly everything seemed to become in slow motion. As the Apache fell to his death, I looked up to see two arrows coming to me.

I knew in my heart that I had no time to react, and death was coming swiftly my way. As I prepared to go to the Creator I heard a desperate neigh and my stallion appeared in front of me, blocking the arrows of death.

As the first one hit his side he didn't flinch, but stood solid as the next one swiftly followed entering his kidneys and bringing him to his knees. He continued to faithfully take the death that was intended for me.

I fell to my knees, badly wounded myself, and quickly responded by shooting arrows toward our attackers. Then suddenly the area was swarming with our tribe, and forced the enemy to retreat.

I pulled myself to Cataron's side. He was now laying flat on the ground with arrows protruding from all about his withers. I held his head gently on my lap as a mother would hold her newborn.

The tears freely streamed down my face as I spoke gentle love words to him while watching his eyes fixed on my face. His eyes were full of love and trust. I knew in my heart he was aware what he was doing when he blocked the arrows path from me. Now I was to lose my dearest friend and companion.

As I saw his life's spirit leave his tortured body, I cried out. “No! Don’t leave me! Come back, come back to me, I need you!”

Little did I realize the effects this cry of my soul would have on our future together. This story would come later. For now, I buried my friend in a great ceremony, as one would do for a sacred soul.

My wounds eventually healed, but the wound in my heart never did. I believed one day, we would be together again, when the Great Spirit came to take me home.”

Part Two will be tomorrow...about how he returned to me....:-)

Morgana Starr 2002

LETTING GO

Reverend Suzan Bailey shared this story today at The New Way
(POD).

I have heard it before, but in these times of upheaval, it is good to hear it again and listen for the message.

Once there lived a village of creatures along the bottom of a great crystal river. The current of the river swept silently over them all - young and old, rich and poor, good and evil, the current going its own way, knowing only its own crystal self.

Each creature in its own manner clung tightly to the twigs and rocks of the river bottom, for clinging was their way of life, and resisting the current what each had learned from birth.

But one creature said at last, 'I am tired of clinging. Though I cannot see it with my eyes, I trust that the current knows where it is going. I shall let go, and let it take me where it will. Clinging, I shall die of boredom.'

The other creatures laughed and said, 'Fool! Let go, and that current you worship will throw you tumbled and smashed across the rocks, and you will die quicker than boredom!'

But the one heeded them not, and taking a breath did let go, and at once was tumbled and smashed by the current across the rocks. Yet in time, as the creature refused to cling again, the current lifted him free from the bottom, and he was bruised and hurt no more.

And the creatures downstream, to whom he was a stranger, cried, 'See a miracle! A creature like ourselves, yet he flies! See the Messiah, come to save us all!'

And the one carried in the current said, 'I am no more Messiah than you. The river delights to lift us free, if only we dare let go. Our true work is this voyage, this adventure.'

But they cried the more, 'Savior .. Savior! ' all the while clinging to the rocks, and when they looked again he was gone, and they were left alone making legends - of a Savior.

~ Richard Bach, from "Illusions" ~

PREPARING FOR MERCURY RETROGRADE

Wed, March 30 to April 23

Mercury Retrograde is approaching fast. Many are pre-stressed out about it! Part of our stress is due to the fact that this past week has caught many of us napping! Lol!

Literally, we have been exhausted as the energy of the Equinox and the Perigree Full Moon shifted internal energies. So if you have been a little more tired than normal, good for you! It simply means that you have been open to these Spiritual changes.

Now back to Mercury Retrograde…Let me alleviate some of your concerns

First of all…by March 28^th, Mercury will be slowing down to make its turn. This gives us a couple of days to begin anything new we have been considering. It also helps us clear communications now, as misunderstandings tend to abound during Mercury Retrograde. Feelings get hurt unnecessarily by this.

Then from March 30^th through April 23^rd Mercury gives us the opportunity to do deep introspective work. If you have already been doing Shadow Work, you are a step ahead.

Mercury Retrograde gives us an extra opportunity to uncover issues and thought patterns buried deep within our sub-consciousness. Then we can plan out how we want to heal and remedy those matters that have hindered our spiritual development.